Wednesday, November 7, 2007

长大了.. 终于

还以为是讯息发错
是一封提醒我21岁时别忘了投票的短讯
愣了一会
哈哈哈 炸史敏你很可爱啦 =D
还有1095个日子我们才会迈入那个21大门关

投票。。。从小就让我觉得很陌生
主观感觉,那是大人们的事情
上课下课交作业补习考漂亮的成绩单
是循环 是学生的责任
一纸文凭是学生前程/钱程的入门票
填鸭式教育司空见惯 丝毫不出奇
记得中四时参加福联青辩论赛
辩题也是<名校是学生前程的保障>

结果
彻底发现我好像龙应台著的<幼稚园大学>里的大学生
凡是“没意见”,“不敢”,“泪眼汪汪”
而现在的我受着的却是高等教育
惭愧

“不知道,没意见,没学过,老师没教,课本没有”
令我更无地自容

即使课本里白纸黑字写着的
我们念着的
有时竟只是供考试之需

屠妖节在即
回想起过去
小学时第一篇作文<我的国家>
写着“各族守望相助,亲如手足”
多么天花乱坠

文章内如此理想世界
文章外心里有数

真的 我的友族朋友屈指可数
若说我打从幼儿园就投入华教的怀抱 直到高中
没机会认识
那是很逊的借口 很烂

我知道


炸史敏
昨天你说的
真的让我茅塞顿开 XD
wei di si ai chut lai kah teh ?? =
D

2 comments:

t z e Ee said...

看开点小杨.
你快21了.
哇哈哈!

peter_pan said...

ADUH。。。没啦没啦
哈哈哈
昨天才刚刚庆祝了卉婷的生日
很快我也要跨过19大关啦

老啦老啦 XD

mmu debate home

mmu debate home
it was the last training i joined with all of you guys..its truely sad but what can i do besides accepting it as a fact. After final exam, jeff n i will have to transfer to cyberjaya campus.. T.T i learn a lot from you all. Best luck in the coming match in taiwan and don't forget my souveniers=D

PE 102

PE 102
my foundation coursemates =) farewell for our alpha year after a great year crazying together. when i first came to melacca,i just wish to get back to pg as soon as possible..that's what a homesick girl was,haha! but when the day came for me to leave melacca,its truely sad n reluctant to separate with all of my friends..

chicken gang..haha!

chicken gang..haha!
24 may 2007 never thought that 6 of us will become such great buddies =D shinqyee,yityin,ben,kelvin,leon..a year had passed and we are going to respective mmu for beta year >< yityin leon n me are going to cyberjaya to pursue electrical engineering majoring in electronics while you guys will stay back in melacca campus for mechanical engineering. i still remembered how we all first met..it was in physics lab where mr.hazimin asked us to form a group for following experiments..i miss those days we hanging out together,studying together. promise that we all will strive for the best together ya ! =)

my 18 birthday =)

my 18 birthday =)
it was my first birthday not celebrated in my hometown.thanks a lot guys =D that day we really ate a lot..burger king secret recepi continuosly,haha! its a sweet memory for me that i will keep it in my heart forever~**

birthday =)

birthday =)
30 nov 2006..celebrating my 18 birthday with my debate buddies =) everthing likes in a flash,i still remembered the day we all went for the debate interview at FSER,and 12 of us were formed a group to go through training together for the competition in coming year. really thanks and i miss you all a lot!! flashing back,dat night i was sitting for physics exam before i went to CLC to join you all for meeting. It was a surprise bday party =) amy,i still remembered your advice to me at that night,really thanks,muakss~**

jshs

jshs
the view from my class when i was form 5 =)

cousin's wedding

cousin's wedding
31 dec 2006 with my lovely cousins karen and elaine =) are we look alike? our dads are twin,haha!But as a student who studied biology for 2 years ( luckily just 2 years >< ),there is no reason why we should look the same as..we are not twin ><

ixora

ixora
this was the apartment where i stayed for a year during my alpha year in melacca..IXORA apartment,haha =) its a memorable place as i still remembered me n my housemates had to walk down to ground floor from 11th floor at 3am in the midnight as there was fire occured.we all were burning the midnight oil for the next morning chemistry exam.That night i could see some girls in pyjamas bringing their pets,pillows,laptop,soft toys down to the ground floor,haha XD But the worst thing was we all had to climb up to our apartment unit at 11th floor.erm,it was a great exercise to eliminate n burn our fat after leading a sedentary life for few weeks(need to get onto the chair n table to study >< )haha!ends up we all going to sit for the exam with a pair of horrible panda eyes..

bluek

bluek
5 may 2007 me and great debate group friends at steamboat buffet in melacca =) it was a farewell for me..sobs..after the dinner, we went to klebang beach.its too dark till we cant see everything clearly.but we had a great n fun time at there,listening to each other talk,hiding people's shoes ( sounds childish >< ) By the way, are we too old for acting cute ? XD haha!

leadership training camp

leadership training camp
its chaojia, yinshan n me in front of jit sin high school hall.The camp was mainly held by seniors from UPM and 3 of us joined as facilitators in the 3days-2nights camp in our previous secondary school. Flashing back, i did join this camp when i was form4,but that time i joined as a member who represented maths society.Time flies.. >< The camp was great n memorable where i get to know those seniors and juniors,as well as learn that studying is not merely for exams,its for the sake of pursuing knowledge and answering our curiousity..=)

leadership training camp

leadership training camp

abuse

abuse
haha.lisher n me being fool at our apartment in cyberjaya XD misuse the boxing glove !

melacca

melacca
shinqyee n me in melacca. its really bad that we cant study together anymore. Meantime, do visit us at cyberjaya,haha !

yityin, lisher n i at kelvin's hostel to celebrate zhen hui's birthday =) we are old housemates and penang kaki,haha! Striving hard to achieve our mission and that is ==> eat eat eat !!

forever memory

forever memory
haha,look at our short hair XD

training camp

training camp
my group member n i in a training camp. He is the future leader of jshs scout,haha !

my workstation..haha! the messy place where i do my homeworks n dreaming ><