Monday, October 29, 2007

终于离开了




有 人 说

一 次 告 别

天 上 就 有 一 颗 星 星又 熄 灭...

忏悔中反省中

nah..

as expected

the worst result i ever get

all works and no plays make yeanfern a dull girl
all PLAYS and no works make yeanfern a foolish girl


i know i deserve it


my favourite song keeps on playing
the same music
the same lyric

xin luan ru ma by wei lan

and my heart is just like falling from Mount Everest into Mariana Trench

"baabooommm"
i can hear it


there is no use dwelling with the past
a lesson for me =D
putting more effort


My coach always reminds me
"Studying is not merely for exams,it is for the sake of pursuing knowledge and answering your curiosity."

"It is time to step out of your comfort zone to experience the world but not being a pampered girl at home.."

"learning is sharing.."

...


thightened my throat,clamping my lips
i keep all those words deep in my heart..



i am sorry


岳 飞 的 满 江 红



3.88==>3.39
活 该 杨 燕 芬

mampus lar

hopeless internet...
...
...

my heart thuddled like crazy

i am checking for my previous trimester result

my ass is on fire
who can get me a fire extinguisher??!!

Sunday, October 28, 2007

回头看看














































去年今日此门中
人面桃花相映红
人面不知何处去
桃花依旧笑春风



......

looking for rainbow

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true

Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?



Somewhere over the rainbow

by Judy Garland







plaintive melody,simple lyrics
but it is heart-touching =)
feeling so good when listening to it late at night,alone on my warm bed
The desire to escape from hopeless jumble,
from the sadness of raindrops to the bright new world,over the rainbow
a door will magically opened

i wonder if everyone likes dreaming,just like me,i guess tinkerbell must be frustrated of tonnes of workloads



*giggled*


ilovetinkerbell =)
glow brightness for every girl

纪念品。纪念


贝 贝 晶 晶


欢 欢 迎 迎 妮 妮


福 娃 =)


i know its too many @.@

debate home

24 sep 06,

i miss the day.as it was the day that changed my alpha year as well as my personality,my memory.We went to have our dinner at a famous stall close to mlc mmu ,enjoying the refreshing fruitjuice,replenishing ourselves,haha!!
My fingers were shivering when we were heading to FSER building which our interview took place.My heart thuddled uncontrolly.I knew i was so going to make a choice.I was wearing a short pant as i had make up my mind not to join the interview but you guys changed my mind.(and of course so thankful that i had changed my mind!!!)

moment by moment,all were remained so fresh in my mind,and it was just like happening yesterday.the three round interviews which took us 1 month,the promises,the endless reports to complete,the daily training,the lectures about china history,malaysia politics

my topic for the interview was :Share your thoughts on Mision 2020 as well as quota in Malaysia education.After 1 month,all of us were asked to gather at the room above main hall(nah..i forgot the room name =.= )

its been 1 year
everything has changed
i am trying hard to persuade myself yet i find myself so miserable after 1 trimester.

that's how close yet so far between us now

the unbreakable promises
the stainless memory

that's the gift =P

keep going on
keep holding on











Friday, October 26, 2007

酷酷的上海行

只 叹 岁 月 不 居, 时 节 如 流, 江 南 之 旅 已 静 悄 悄 画 上 休 止 符, 短 短 的 八 天 一 划 而 过。
这 个 假 期 过 得 挺 开 心 充 实 的, 不 过 却 得 了 重 感 冒。 天 气 太 冷 了 嘛


上 海 夜 景!!
滚 滚 黄 浦 江 水 划 过 浦 东 浦 西, 阵 阵 寒 意 十 分 的 秋 风 迎 面 吹 来, 石 头 森 林 上 灯 光 闪 闪, 倒 影 在 海 面 上。在 船 上 欣 赏 夜 景 还 是 那 么 的 第 一 次!! 兴 奋 不 已!!

站 在 东 方 明 珠 塔 上 俯 视 上 海 夜 景 原 来 那 么 陶 醉。 不 过 心 理 总 是 毛 毛 的,吉 隆 坡 塔 都 未 曾 到 过, 却 搭 了 整 六 小 时 的 飞 机 长 途 跋 涉 到 他 乡 登 他 人 闻 名 之 塔, 自 己 本 土 家 乡 的 国 家 之 傲 却..
* 反 省 中*




南 京 路。华 灯 初 上, 一 伦 明 月 悬 挂 在 夜 空, 古 色 古 香 的 建 筑 物 如 此 屹 立, 如 此 漂 亮!!









只 不 过。。 被 企 业 化 了


杭 州 远 近 驰 名 的 梅 家 坞, 山 峦 叠 翠, 群 山 环 抱, 很 赞 =〕

嘻 嘻, 茶 是 故 乡 浓 的 摄 影 地!

当 然, 也 参 观 了 采 茶 师 傅 示 范 炒 茶 过 程。 包 括 了 摊 放, 杀 青, 回 潮, 回 锅 四 个 程 序



浙 江 西 瑚。 湖 天 一 碧, 令 人 沉 醉!! 直 让 人 不 由 得 联 想 起 白 蛇 传 的 优 美 传 说 和 拿 着 酒 葫 芦 醉 笑 的 济 公 和 尚!! 许 仙 与 白 娘 子 的 曲 折 爱 情 故 事, 从 报 答 前 世 恩 情 到 被 镇 压 在 雷 峰 塔 下; 吃 狗 肉 的 活 佛 济 公 医 治 贫 民。 以 前 在 故 事 书 上 读 的 情 节 , 今 天 的 我 却 可 以 踩 在 这 片 土 地 上, 很 兴 奋!






多 么 写 意的 生 活 啊!!



当 然, 也 到 了 中 国 伟 大 革 命 家, 思 想 家 的 墓 地-- 钟 山

费 了 好 大 的 劲 才 登 上, 只 为 了 一 瞻 孙 中 山 先 生 的 墓 地。 虽 因 肝 癌 而 逝 多 年, 但 其 苦 劳 未 曾 被 遗 忘!






火 烧 赤 壁!!

吕 布 再 战!!









丝 绸 的 制 作 过 程。 价 值 连城, 全 因 其 复 杂 的 制 作, 不 简 单 哪!




中 国 人 以 丝 绸 为 防 弹 衣 主 料, 很 行!!

身 穿 丝 绸 的 道 地 姑 娘 走 秀




干 净 碧 蓝, 非 常 苏 州 天 空







东 方 斜 塔



周 庄! 九 百 年 的 悠 远 历 史, 九 百 年 的 文 化 底 蕴!


江 南 水 乡-- 周 庄。 搭 船 时, 沿 途 都 是 人 们 题 笔 把 眼 前 一 景 用 笔 墨 画 下

小 桥流 水人 家, 美 的 韵 味!!

特 有 的 人 文 景 观, 传 统 的 建 筑 格 局, 纯 朴 的 民 间 风 情, 令 人 神 注, 令 人 流 连!!





宋 庆 龄 纪 念 碑








大 闸 蟹 的 名 字 由 来 并 非 因 它 的 体 形, 而 是 在 大 闸 旁 饲 养。 还 是 大 马 的 比 较 好 吃。tambun mia ho chiak!!




上 海 磁 浮 列 车!! 哈 哈, 刚 刚 考 完 的Field Theory 期 末 考 还 考 了它 的 构 造 =p

火 速 火 速 又 火 速






八 天 过 了, 从 上 海 到 苏 州, 浙 江, 无 锡, 铜 乡, 杭 州 和 南 京。 有 点 走 马 看 花, 很 可 惜。。 人 家说 杭 州 看 树 头, 苏 州 看 丫 头, 南 京 看 石 头, 我 说 处 处 看 人 头@.@ 想 找 个 景 拍 个 照 真 不 容 易, 因 为 到 处 人 头 窜 动, 五 湖 四 海 的 海 外 华 侨 聚 集 一 地。 同 是 黄 肤 黑 发, 嘴 上 却 说 着 不 同 的 语 言。 大 家 都 深 怕 走 失 了, 苦 了 导 游 忙 着 点 鸭 子, 哈 哈!!

导 游 说上 海 的 男 士 们 是 最 佳 老 公, 因 为 最 体 贴 老 婆, 最 温 柔, 会 照 顾 妻 小, 会 烧 菜, 会 洗 衣 物, 会 做 家 务。 一 开 始 还 真 的 不 相 信, 以 前 读 了 龙 应 台 写 的< 上 海- 男 人> 都 半 信 半 疑. 上 海 是 如 此 的 大 城 市,毕 竟 难 以 想 象 白 天 笔 挺 西 装 的 大 男 人 下 了 班 却 是 换 上 围 巾 拿 起 锅 子, 到 市 场 讨 价 还 价, 洗 衣 烧 饭 而 丝 毫 不 觉 得 卑 微。 若 不 是 亲 眼 见 证, 我 想 我 一 辈 子 都 不 会 相 信 吧? 但 当 巴 士 在 交 通 灯 停 下, 导 游 要 我 们 往 任 何 一 座 公 寓 望 去, 天 哪, 从 八 楼 到 一 楼, 几 乎 家 家 户 户 厨 房 的 落 地 窗 都 是 男 士 们 的 身 影, 难 以 置 信!! 在 哈 尔 滨 妻 子 被 打 乃 司 空 见 惯, 在 印 度 村 落 若 妻 子 不 服 从 将 被 活 活 烧 死 ,以 往 认 为 男 生 都 大 男 人 主 义, 霸 道 的 观 念 该 扫 进 地 毯 了。。 但 一 方 土 地 养 一 方 人 嘛, 不 能 以 偏 概 全。 以 前 岳 飞 招 兵 都 要 北 方 人, 不 要 南 方 人, 或 许 岳 飞 也 晓 得 南 方 的 男 士 们 都 是 榜 样 好 老 公 吧, 哈 哈!!



情 独 杭 州!!

mmu debate home

mmu debate home
it was the last training i joined with all of you guys..its truely sad but what can i do besides accepting it as a fact. After final exam, jeff n i will have to transfer to cyberjaya campus.. T.T i learn a lot from you all. Best luck in the coming match in taiwan and don't forget my souveniers=D

PE 102

PE 102
my foundation coursemates =) farewell for our alpha year after a great year crazying together. when i first came to melacca,i just wish to get back to pg as soon as possible..that's what a homesick girl was,haha! but when the day came for me to leave melacca,its truely sad n reluctant to separate with all of my friends..

chicken gang..haha!

chicken gang..haha!
24 may 2007 never thought that 6 of us will become such great buddies =D shinqyee,yityin,ben,kelvin,leon..a year had passed and we are going to respective mmu for beta year >< yityin leon n me are going to cyberjaya to pursue electrical engineering majoring in electronics while you guys will stay back in melacca campus for mechanical engineering. i still remembered how we all first met..it was in physics lab where mr.hazimin asked us to form a group for following experiments..i miss those days we hanging out together,studying together. promise that we all will strive for the best together ya ! =)

my 18 birthday =)

my 18 birthday =)
it was my first birthday not celebrated in my hometown.thanks a lot guys =D that day we really ate a lot..burger king secret recepi continuosly,haha! its a sweet memory for me that i will keep it in my heart forever~**

birthday =)

birthday =)
30 nov 2006..celebrating my 18 birthday with my debate buddies =) everthing likes in a flash,i still remembered the day we all went for the debate interview at FSER,and 12 of us were formed a group to go through training together for the competition in coming year. really thanks and i miss you all a lot!! flashing back,dat night i was sitting for physics exam before i went to CLC to join you all for meeting. It was a surprise bday party =) amy,i still remembered your advice to me at that night,really thanks,muakss~**

jshs

jshs
the view from my class when i was form 5 =)

cousin's wedding

cousin's wedding
31 dec 2006 with my lovely cousins karen and elaine =) are we look alike? our dads are twin,haha!But as a student who studied biology for 2 years ( luckily just 2 years >< ),there is no reason why we should look the same as..we are not twin ><

ixora

ixora
this was the apartment where i stayed for a year during my alpha year in melacca..IXORA apartment,haha =) its a memorable place as i still remembered me n my housemates had to walk down to ground floor from 11th floor at 3am in the midnight as there was fire occured.we all were burning the midnight oil for the next morning chemistry exam.That night i could see some girls in pyjamas bringing their pets,pillows,laptop,soft toys down to the ground floor,haha XD But the worst thing was we all had to climb up to our apartment unit at 11th floor.erm,it was a great exercise to eliminate n burn our fat after leading a sedentary life for few weeks(need to get onto the chair n table to study >< )haha!ends up we all going to sit for the exam with a pair of horrible panda eyes..

bluek

bluek
5 may 2007 me and great debate group friends at steamboat buffet in melacca =) it was a farewell for me..sobs..after the dinner, we went to klebang beach.its too dark till we cant see everything clearly.but we had a great n fun time at there,listening to each other talk,hiding people's shoes ( sounds childish >< ) By the way, are we too old for acting cute ? XD haha!

leadership training camp

leadership training camp
its chaojia, yinshan n me in front of jit sin high school hall.The camp was mainly held by seniors from UPM and 3 of us joined as facilitators in the 3days-2nights camp in our previous secondary school. Flashing back, i did join this camp when i was form4,but that time i joined as a member who represented maths society.Time flies.. >< The camp was great n memorable where i get to know those seniors and juniors,as well as learn that studying is not merely for exams,its for the sake of pursuing knowledge and answering our curiousity..=)

leadership training camp

leadership training camp

abuse

abuse
haha.lisher n me being fool at our apartment in cyberjaya XD misuse the boxing glove !

melacca

melacca
shinqyee n me in melacca. its really bad that we cant study together anymore. Meantime, do visit us at cyberjaya,haha !

yityin, lisher n i at kelvin's hostel to celebrate zhen hui's birthday =) we are old housemates and penang kaki,haha! Striving hard to achieve our mission and that is ==> eat eat eat !!

forever memory

forever memory
haha,look at our short hair XD

training camp

training camp
my group member n i in a training camp. He is the future leader of jshs scout,haha !

my workstation..haha! the messy place where i do my homeworks n dreaming ><