Friday, November 30, 2007

最近


fan hua n i =)


this is how i pass my 19 year old bday 12 mid9,aduh!


its5am...adorable electronics assignment




tze ying n yee hui in 1u


greentea spokeman..


after starvation =)







Tuesday, November 27, 2007

adapting

phew...

my daily life is just like going through some plot twists worthy of a Hollywood thriller

aint so good
aint so bad

izit okay if i'm not so sure that i'm totally comfortable with it??

nah..forget bout it


feeling pissed today

as much as i may wana hurl a drink in his face,i must try not to let the arrogance of someone else put me in sour mood.After all,it is just a jerk


so just zen him out and give thing time to assume its new shape =)


kick him out of earth
*wicked* hahahahah




a new beginning is always exciting !

Sunday, November 25, 2007

rmmu carnival 70's aura




happy birthday radio mmu !!




cantonise slot budak dj =)


aiwyne,yeanfern,mei yu,keikei,saiyan





jeff and sai yan


siew qing



kei kei n i

Saturday, November 24, 2007

醒吧

the overwhelming energy is zooming through the air.RMMU carnival 70's aura had just over and i was thrilled to be given an opportunity as guest emcee at that night.But now i dun feel like a very happy camper at all..Why m i feeling so out of sorts?!i know the answer if i m completely honest with myself..

杨燕芬
警告你
赶快清醒!


=(

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

concentrate please

distraction abound
i feel struggle to keep my eye on the ball
though i am trying hard
forcing myself


i know
its not a time to be paralyzed by thinking things through too much


just like what jas had told me
kick ass..yea kiss ass !


and again
yeoh yean fern
lei hou ngang jieng geh !

不想忘

说了再见以后

一切都不能继续了吗?





我想是你不小心遗忘了。

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

lab test



my digital logic lab test

my eyes are seriously popping out after completing it

Monday, November 19, 2007

rmmu carnival


=)






famfam, my fm dj Roy and wan wuai fan, 7zai




rmmu carnival !




fuyo0h canto slot =)

Saturday, November 17, 2007

rmmu carnival

Spent so much on buying those clothes that i m gonna wear for only once
70's attire^^

for dj anniversary night in coming Thursday.
dance with high heel?
nightmare for me.

the second time i'm wearing high heel.
Once was when debate competition..which was almost 1 year ago


Gonna take a break from spending for the next few days

and distract myself with the pleasures in life that are free !!




give mua finances a chance to catch up,hahaz!

think twice before i plunk down money on fabulous yummylicious food and all those unnecessary stuff ler


=) =) =) =) =) =)


pillow talk is so great^^
feel like getting a reasurring hug,hahahazz !!





p/s : so looking forward to anniversary night!!

Thursday, November 15, 2007

distance

Sometimes its tough to know how much i should share and how much i should keep to myself.


But i guess the toughest part will be figuring out who i can trust



Many changes are happening,although i might not be sure why they are happening.


But i know,this is a strong period of growth and understanding..
*though some i dun even wish so*


aduh..tak tau lar..

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

hectic




found this cat when on my way to lecture hall
best cushion right kitty?


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went to table tennis training.Quite fun and its enjoyable!i miss those days playing table tennis with christina during high school.Ton of high enerygy is circulating =D
really gotta brush up those skill ady as the competition is just around da corner!!


and
its time for dj on air again!hahahh,fabulous and i am truely looking forward to it =D this sem famfam,our manager arranges kah hoe n i in same slot.Its the first time on air without seniors,hahha!so great that ytday on air was running smoothly though i was still clueless with the mixer =.=

dj club anniversary is coming soon as well!!


and tonight after yoga i still have to rush to engineering society meeting.
E-week,the big event for engsoc

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oohhh dear..so many unfinished business
excitement,nervous

take this feeling for the gift it is and never shrug it off^^


=D

Monday, November 12, 2007

拜托。摆脱

时间不该只顺着他的方向
compromising myself for the sake of someone is just a
lose-lose situation!

Saturday, November 10, 2007

on my way

no stardust
no skating


It's weekend,the very first weekend for my new sem =)

Gonna take some time to explore all of the nooks and crannies of today's adventures


my dad has always told me
If i am always wishing things are different, how will i ever be satisfied =D

My routine will only start to get more exciting and interesting once i start appreciating it^^

Friday, November 9, 2007

hoay theng bday


hahahah..the birthday girl and me =D




meow and gina


yea..dude forever
shinq yee,kelvin,zhen hui and ben came to cyberjaya far away from melacca =D
old friends since alpha year
cant believe its been 1 sem after we moved out from melacca

mistake for forgetting to take group pic,aduh

=.=""


2 scouts and 1 kid spokeman


kei put, kei dan, kei fan for PE03/2006 =D
miss the days 3 of us crazying at class



heheheh^^


cheer for our unbreakeable friendship!!

bee movie is so nice!!

endless

Turn all attentions toward resolving unfinished business.

Get on it today.

yea!

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

长大了.. 终于

还以为是讯息发错
是一封提醒我21岁时别忘了投票的短讯
愣了一会
哈哈哈 炸史敏你很可爱啦 =D
还有1095个日子我们才会迈入那个21大门关

投票。。。从小就让我觉得很陌生
主观感觉,那是大人们的事情
上课下课交作业补习考漂亮的成绩单
是循环 是学生的责任
一纸文凭是学生前程/钱程的入门票
填鸭式教育司空见惯 丝毫不出奇
记得中四时参加福联青辩论赛
辩题也是<名校是学生前程的保障>

结果
彻底发现我好像龙应台著的<幼稚园大学>里的大学生
凡是“没意见”,“不敢”,“泪眼汪汪”
而现在的我受着的却是高等教育
惭愧

“不知道,没意见,没学过,老师没教,课本没有”
令我更无地自容

即使课本里白纸黑字写着的
我们念着的
有时竟只是供考试之需

屠妖节在即
回想起过去
小学时第一篇作文<我的国家>
写着“各族守望相助,亲如手足”
多么天花乱坠

文章内如此理想世界
文章外心里有数

真的 我的友族朋友屈指可数
若说我打从幼儿园就投入华教的怀抱 直到高中
没机会认识
那是很逊的借口 很烂

我知道


炸史敏
昨天你说的
真的让我茅塞顿开 XD
wei di si ai chut lai kah teh ?? =
D

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

适应中

渐渐的 也适应了
应该是说习惯了
一样的画面 一样的走廊
感觉是那么熟悉却夹杂着距离感
是陌生了吗?

有些记忆是不须刻意写下
不害怕被遗忘
因为心会牢牢记着
哪怕是多琐碎多不起眼的感动

我懂

我害怕有一天
还是会忘了

当地球又公转几周后
我们还会在原位吗?

新学期的第二天
加把劲吧 =D

Saturday, November 3, 2007

借镜

曾拥有过的这一切 都可能在一瞬间全都消失
曾最让我感动的事 都可能经过时间而被遗忘 也许我过得不够认真
曾经我相信只有他 是我在这世界上最爱的人
但相信不代表永恒 人总会有喜新厌旧的时刻
也许我不懂想要的爱 也许因为不懂 才一再的受伤害

直到现在 走过的路
有些心酸辛苦 但至少有些小幸福
爱过恨过 走过的路
很多感触 或许在一个人散步时心中还会回顾
只希望自己能走出片天空 勇敢的走到未来

曾经被辜负过的心 是可以重新来过找回勇气
生命中的成功失败 也许总有一天我才会明白
谁会告诉我什么是对
懂还是不懂 只要不要被打败

遗憾别过度分析 会上瘾
期待 别捆绑自己 会失望
简单地来说 我想要的并不多
不需要完美 只要能与众不同

爱过恨过 走过的路
太多感触 常在你最失落的时候
让人想不开 想逃想躲
但知道应该 勇敢地走 到未来

勇敢地走 到未来





昨晚才新买的CD,蔡健雅的新专辑。

边听边发呆,不知道为什么,就是很喜欢这首歌。
歌词别外简单却很踏实。

当一切到站了,想挽留也不过是多余

偶尔回首,真的很感触很怀念,
但过分留恋,只会让自己停滞不前,
跌跌撞撞又走回了原点

也因为太依恋过去在马六甲的日子,让我虚度了一整个学期。
曾经那么的熟悉也可能会成为插身而过的陌生人
只是礼貌性的问候彼此,打个招呼
很残酷吧


新学期就在眼前,加油吧!!
赶快抽离 =D

Friday, November 2, 2007

我哥

an essay is written about chenchow yeoh



By
CHOW YEE HOONG

“The most important thing in college is to learn how to learn. The present illiterates are those who cannot read and write but the future illiterates will most likely be those who cannot learn, unlearn and relearn.”

He started talking, and then mentioned the first sentence of his favorite quote as above; the sentence still lingers in my mind today.

This moment introduced me to this unsung hero who has significantly changed the lives of many, not to mention that of mine, with his sincerity, kindness, truthfulness, and passion.

I was completely impressed by how motivated and passionate he has been in promoting the best of others, and in his unflagging efforts to make this country a better place to live in. Once I thought phrases like “contribution to our country” and “nationalism” that he frequently mentioned were like those commonly seen in publications; those a lot of people slowly find to be mere clichés. But it really did not take me long to be completely touched and influenced by his sincere actions, as he lives up to what he says about our wonderful country.

Referred to by his housemate as “the genius of multi-tasking” and well known to virtually everyone in his – our – former preparatory college as “the passionate senior who is always concerned about his juniors and helps them in any way he can,” he has been the organizer of tens, if not hundreds, of talks, events and get-togethers, all aimed at sharing the best with the communities around him. He started talking on-stage, in my former residential hall at least twice a year to help new students and graduating seniors transition from the typical Malaysian education system to the otherwise outlandish American education system.

Usually staying after the talks to answer any in-depth questions, it has not been unusual for him to stay throughout the night just to answer our questions. His great helping hand in college applications – including reviewing an average of thirty application essays a day– actually helped the admittances of a lot of students to top-notch schools. I still remember his words of “I might not have gotten admission to Harvard/MIT etc, but I have certainly received thank you notes from those who have.” He has constantly sacrificed his sleep, time and health to help us – without expecting nor receiving anything in return; a lot of us, on the other hand, because of his passion and sacrifice, really got what we wanted – the path to a better tertiary education leading to a better life!

A co-founder of ReCom.org, a leader of Discover U.S. Education – KL ’07, an active participant in charities such as World Vision, Mercy Malaysia, Cybercare, YMCA, assistant secretary of Malaysia Mensa Society… He spent the first 26 years of his life simply in promoting the virtues of great initiatives, ideas and organizations to everyone he knows! He wants others to succeed, and “will smile inside when someday, someone whom you helped tells you, ‘because of what you told me and helped me with, I succeeded in my life’”.

Yet he was just like the ordinary boy sitting right next to you in class! He was a reserved student, who then struggled through the tough transition from a Mandarin-speaking community to an English-speaking environment. He, who today inspires others with his English speeches, was one of the only eight in his freshmen class to undergo a remedial English course upon enrollment at college (His freshman class size was 3000 students). But he strived very hard. From his participation in Kadet Remaja Sekolah, he learnt to be more outgoing and soon developed his leadership qualities. With encouragement from his classmates and also by watching English movies, he eventually overcame his problem with the English language. With a scholarship from our Public Service Department, he then graduated from an Ivy League school in 2005.

But what makes him, again, remarkably different from any other student who works equally hard and is passionate about voluntary work is essentially his confidence in and compassion toward our country! “I would not be who I am today without my country. My parents would still not be able to afford my tuition after working for their entire life”. How often could you hear such appreciation toward our country spoken out by such a high achiever, when questioned about his devotion to Malaysia?

He absolutely believes in the great potential that this country holds, and that the different levels of societal contribution can eventually significantly improve any political and socio-economic issues. He has always been optimistic and without hesitation chose the constructive approach toward any comments about our nation. At this point, I cannot but quote him for his true words “I would want to see a united Malaysia, where all of us would not need to look at our differences, be it race, religion or gender, and focus to make Malaysia a better place”.

Now I have truly understood the drive behind all his efforts to help others without expecting anything in return!

Now I can fathom his sacrifice in promoting virtues to others neglecting even his own health – there is not a moment to lose to feed the need of talents and knowledge of the ever-growing child Malaysia!

Now, I deduce the reason I remembered his quotes and sayings so well: not because of what he has achieved, but of what he envisions, and the determination in him that altogether influence the communities around him – to build a great Malaysia.

Yet he is not yet lauded for his vision, his efforts in achieving that vision, nor his sacrifices; sometimes people even doubt his intentions and sincerity. The least I can now do is to dedicate these 1,000 words to this unsung hero who absolutely deserves it. To this special someone who has significantly influenced his immediate communities. I dedicate this composition to Yeoh Chen Chow, a former SMJK Jit Sin student and Cornell alumni who has been making a difference in our home Malaysia.



may read it
here



proud to say that he is my eldest brother =D

Thursday, November 1, 2007

星光帮

星 光 帮 的 歌 怎 么 都 那 么 动 人 好 听, 真 的 百 听 不 厌

每 天 都 懒 洋 洋 听 着 他 们 的 歌, 重 复 又 重 复
很 细 腻,很 感 动,很 有 画 面 感
或 许 打 从 盘 古 开 天 辟 地, 音 乐 就 如 此 贴 近

最 喜 欢 潘 裕 文 和 林 志 炫 合 唱 的 离 人
很 期 待 林 宥 嘉 潘 裕 文 杨 宗 伟的 每 一 首 歌 =D

如 果 那 时 侯 可 以 欣 赏 他 们 的 比 赛, 那 该 有 多 好
什 么 时 候 才 可 以 听 现 场?
未 知 数 吧, 他 们 应 该 不 会 来 大 马... 很 可 惜 :(


很 期 待 星 光 帮 第 三 张 合 辑!!

mmu debate home

mmu debate home
it was the last training i joined with all of you guys..its truely sad but what can i do besides accepting it as a fact. After final exam, jeff n i will have to transfer to cyberjaya campus.. T.T i learn a lot from you all. Best luck in the coming match in taiwan and don't forget my souveniers=D

PE 102

PE 102
my foundation coursemates =) farewell for our alpha year after a great year crazying together. when i first came to melacca,i just wish to get back to pg as soon as possible..that's what a homesick girl was,haha! but when the day came for me to leave melacca,its truely sad n reluctant to separate with all of my friends..

chicken gang..haha!

chicken gang..haha!
24 may 2007 never thought that 6 of us will become such great buddies =D shinqyee,yityin,ben,kelvin,leon..a year had passed and we are going to respective mmu for beta year >< yityin leon n me are going to cyberjaya to pursue electrical engineering majoring in electronics while you guys will stay back in melacca campus for mechanical engineering. i still remembered how we all first met..it was in physics lab where mr.hazimin asked us to form a group for following experiments..i miss those days we hanging out together,studying together. promise that we all will strive for the best together ya ! =)

my 18 birthday =)

my 18 birthday =)
it was my first birthday not celebrated in my hometown.thanks a lot guys =D that day we really ate a lot..burger king secret recepi continuosly,haha! its a sweet memory for me that i will keep it in my heart forever~**

birthday =)

birthday =)
30 nov 2006..celebrating my 18 birthday with my debate buddies =) everthing likes in a flash,i still remembered the day we all went for the debate interview at FSER,and 12 of us were formed a group to go through training together for the competition in coming year. really thanks and i miss you all a lot!! flashing back,dat night i was sitting for physics exam before i went to CLC to join you all for meeting. It was a surprise bday party =) amy,i still remembered your advice to me at that night,really thanks,muakss~**

jshs

jshs
the view from my class when i was form 5 =)

cousin's wedding

cousin's wedding
31 dec 2006 with my lovely cousins karen and elaine =) are we look alike? our dads are twin,haha!But as a student who studied biology for 2 years ( luckily just 2 years >< ),there is no reason why we should look the same as..we are not twin ><

ixora

ixora
this was the apartment where i stayed for a year during my alpha year in melacca..IXORA apartment,haha =) its a memorable place as i still remembered me n my housemates had to walk down to ground floor from 11th floor at 3am in the midnight as there was fire occured.we all were burning the midnight oil for the next morning chemistry exam.That night i could see some girls in pyjamas bringing their pets,pillows,laptop,soft toys down to the ground floor,haha XD But the worst thing was we all had to climb up to our apartment unit at 11th floor.erm,it was a great exercise to eliminate n burn our fat after leading a sedentary life for few weeks(need to get onto the chair n table to study >< )haha!ends up we all going to sit for the exam with a pair of horrible panda eyes..

bluek

bluek
5 may 2007 me and great debate group friends at steamboat buffet in melacca =) it was a farewell for me..sobs..after the dinner, we went to klebang beach.its too dark till we cant see everything clearly.but we had a great n fun time at there,listening to each other talk,hiding people's shoes ( sounds childish >< ) By the way, are we too old for acting cute ? XD haha!

leadership training camp

leadership training camp
its chaojia, yinshan n me in front of jit sin high school hall.The camp was mainly held by seniors from UPM and 3 of us joined as facilitators in the 3days-2nights camp in our previous secondary school. Flashing back, i did join this camp when i was form4,but that time i joined as a member who represented maths society.Time flies.. >< The camp was great n memorable where i get to know those seniors and juniors,as well as learn that studying is not merely for exams,its for the sake of pursuing knowledge and answering our curiousity..=)

leadership training camp

leadership training camp

abuse

abuse
haha.lisher n me being fool at our apartment in cyberjaya XD misuse the boxing glove !

melacca

melacca
shinqyee n me in melacca. its really bad that we cant study together anymore. Meantime, do visit us at cyberjaya,haha !

yityin, lisher n i at kelvin's hostel to celebrate zhen hui's birthday =) we are old housemates and penang kaki,haha! Striving hard to achieve our mission and that is ==> eat eat eat !!

forever memory

forever memory
haha,look at our short hair XD

training camp

training camp
my group member n i in a training camp. He is the future leader of jshs scout,haha !

my workstation..haha! the messy place where i do my homeworks n dreaming ><